Everything earthly sounds so trivial
Does not matter really at all at all
All around me is so boring usual
I feel I am over above it all
Egoless state so huge overwhelming
It’s so powerful so strong so hurting
I’ve knowledge overview of everything
It strikes me and makes me feel like flying
It is scary I do not want to eat
I do not want to drink and not to sleep
Trying to find a spot not to defeat
The main principle of on the ground to sit
I am frantic my thoughts are running fast
How am I gonna get past it at last
Spring 2017